Saturday, May 05, 2012

Another Random Nite - Thinking of you

Tonight, it just felt like the other nite..
It's getting late, light turned off..
Can't sleep yet, just laying in my bed trying to..
I feel insecure of - I don't even know what is it about - but I always feel this way..
Feeling all alone, feeling no one need me in this world but only you..
Feeling that you're the only hope..
You're the one that I'm gonna give the rest of my life for..
I just can't wait for the time.
I can't wait for the time that I will never feel like - insecure - anymore everytime.

You know what, once I ever spending the whole nite sleeping in your arms, cuddling with you, 
It feels sooo really good, I feel complete, perfect, and no need another else who supposed to be here staying with me.
You are more than just family.
Yes, I do really believe that maybe it's not blood bonds that makes us a family..
It's the people who stay with us around and love us anyway so we can finally be ourselves.

I really trust an existance of true love, I really trust US, I really trust you..
and trust me, when I say I love you, I do really mean it :)

I'm sorry if I become a horrible girlfriend sometimes, uncontrolled mood, anger, messy, stupid, childish, spoiled, or anything you hate. I'm sorry for that :'(

Sometimes, I feel like I don't deserve you..
But trust me, I have a big love for you mooooore than you knew..
I love you, and I will always do :)